This is the last blog of the school year and I’ll be honest, I’m not ready for the school year to end. I want to go home and go work for my non-profit and get a job and just work this summer. I wanna work out, stay in shape and just get moving.
But, I still can’t shake this feeling that I wanna stay.
I was given a decision this time last year. I made the decision that I was going to stay one extra year in school to help my cause and transcript for college.
The decision ended up not being exactly what I thought, but I think it’s going to help my cause.
Anyway, this year has been filled with all sorts of problems, successes and all kinds of stories. Probably the most defining moment of this year has been the absolutely insane love roller coaster that I found myself taking a front row seat.
I eliminated a friendship with one fatal blow on the field.
I’ve been questioned and accused of many acts some wrongly some fairly.
I’ve written blogs and blogs about football or love or poetry.
I chose to quit poetry, of course referring back to my infamous act in the final scene of my relationship roller coaster.
It’s been a whirlwind. And to top it all off, probably my best friend in the world, and my roommate of the past 3 years is graduating in 5 days. It hurts.
But, my addiction to power will push me. If I am to truly conquer myself, I will overcome.